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The Adult Baby and Diaper Lover (AB/DL) Community has ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with real children or babies. AB/DL people enjoy wearing and using diapers. By scrolling down and reading this blog you agree that you wish to view material about adults wearing diapers.

All persons in this blog are over the age of 18.

For anyone new to this blog, I suggest you start with the introduction. and work forwards in time!

Introduction


August 28, 2010

Frustration!

Baby is in the mood to buy things.

Baby is desperately looking for things.

Baby cannot find things!

Baby is getting frustrated!

I really want to buy a new dress. Similar to my red and white one in the sense that it's cute and babyish but not creepy! Now, I've been searching everywhere! Usually I go to ebay as all my things (minus my onesie) have been bought there and it's come up trumps many times. But not at the moment.

It seems at the moment everything is catered towards sissys - so it's a satin, frilly and a little OTT (no offence to sissy tastes, it's just not that I'm looking for) or it's for a little boy - firetruck onesies, Dinosaur pj's and shortalls.

I just want a plain pretty dress! A little girls play dress, something cute, girly and literally just like a baby's dress made bigger.

Eventually I found a dress - pink with a small peice of Broiderie Anglaise across the waist - simple but effective. But I've had to ship it from America so it's going to be a while before it gets here.

Now, there are many websites with loads of dresses on them but it's very hard to know which ones are still going! Which ones have good service? and which ones happily take your money but send you nothing (because they've closed down but failed to mention on their website)?

Also, websites tend to be more expensive.

Now, Cosy 'n' Dry were good - I was very impressed with their service and my onesie is lovely and comfortable and babyish but they don't have many dresses on there.

I haven't used any other websites but i've heard horror stories from many - people buying outfits and not getting their product, ordering an outfit and receiving it months later etc.

It seems I am stuck to the outfits I have at the moment. And that is really frustrating! I just want to know I can buy things, things for little girls! I know we are a minority but we are still around! So surely we should have more options available than pink onesies and the very occasional girl dress.

So, the point of this post;

Does anyone know of any AB clothing sites that are still going? Do they have good service? Are they a reasonable price? They don't have to be specific to what i'm looking for really, but just knowing which site are good would be useful so I can keep an eye out.

I would appreciate any information anyone has, preferably someone who has used the website and has had a good, easy experience, but again, any news is welcome! Even if it's just to mention which sites should be avoided.

Thankyou in advanced!

Stay padded babies!

xxx

May 17, 2010

Honesty

I'm sure any Adult Babies who read this blog must think that I have the perfect set up to satisfy my baby needs. I have a daddy whom I love, I get indulged beyond my wildest dreams and have a boyfriend who totally accepts and embrases this side of me completely. I know I could explain any fantasy scenario to him and have him accept it. He may not want to take part, or may not even be able to take part, but I know he accepts it. Some of them he may not like the idea of, but I know he accepts it as something that I consider and would possibly like to try.

He tries everything to make sure I am as happy a baby as possible.

And I in return only wish I could make him just as happy as he makes me. Maybe I do, I sincerelly hope I do.

However, as an Adult Baby you have to get used to the double edged blade that is this fetish.

We've all dreamed of finding a partner that accepts us for who we are. We've spent many nights imagining all the baby days we could spend with out partners; all the nappy changes, all the feedings and most importantly, all the cuddles. Trust me, the cuddles are possibly more important than the parifinalia. Who needs a crib when you have someone's arms around you, accepting you as you lye there in the most vulnerable state you can possibly be in?

And some may say I am extremelly lucky for finding that person. And I am. I will never say I am not lucky. I will never not completely appreciate everything Daddy does for me. What I have found is rare and I know it.

However, this does come with its own set of problems. They are babies own problems. It's not something your partner does wrong - after all, when role playing their aim is to make you a happy and satisfied baby. And we as babies, lye there and let them.

And here is where we come to the problem.

You have to force your partner to look after you, to cater to your every whim, to disregard their own wants and desires for a time and completely focus their attention on you.

They may not want to. They may prefer an evening cuddled on the sofa watching movies, but you may have a really strong urge and just feel you need to be a baby for a night so, as selfish babies we have to make a compromise. We will watch a movie, aslong as we can do it padded. We will go out on a date night if it means we can sleep padded that night. We will have dinner with your parents if it means a padded weekend, etc.

It is an entirely selfish fetish.

I am often completely wracked with guilt, either just before or just after baby play at how selfish I have been. I'm sure i've forced Daddy into babying me more than once when he hasn't actually wanted to. I'm sure he's been left frustrated when, planning an adult weekend, i've turned up with nappies in my bag and worked them into the mix through pleading and strops. He's always taken it well, never complained, always indulged me and allowed me to sleep atleast one night padded, then he'll change me in the morning and we'll carry on as normal.

But I can't help but wonder if secretly, he's resented it a little. I know he'd never mean it in a bad way, but it's completely understandable if he's been left annoyed - just wanting a weekend to relax and instead he's been left with a little baby girl demanding constant attention.

Believe it or not Babies, there was a point to this post and that is, don't take it for granted. If you have a mummy/daddy/care-giver, please appreciate them to the fullest as there is alot they have to put up with catering to our demands. It takes alot of time and energy, so please, do something back for them afterwards.

To make a baby/care-giver relationship work there has to be alot of compromise - alot more than in a 'normal' relationship.

I appreciate what I have every-single day and sometimes I don't let that show as much as I should. I truely love my daddy and everything he does for me, he's amazing. I just really hope he knows that.

So fellow babies, if you have a care-giver, let them know just how much they mean to you. If you are babies still dreaming of a care-giver, please take my advice to heart. We can be extremely selfish little babies, so make sure when you have a mummy or a daddy, you let them know how much you appreciate their hugs and kisses.

I'm certainly going to try harder to make sure my daddy knows.

Until next time Babies,
Stay padded and safe,

LittleABgirl,
xxx

April 26, 2010

Weekend Fun

I had a break from University recently so I went home, which is where I keep all my supplies - nappies, onesie's and most importantly, my new dress.

Needless to say I was really excited to get back home so I could have a few baby nights and chill out.

Unfortunantly I have come to a regression block. I now need two things to make me regress; my dummy and my Daddy. Having neither (dummy was with Daddy) I found it almost impossible to regress. I made multiple attempts - dressing in onesie, putting on thick nappy, drinking from a bottle and putting on a Disney movie but it never worked. I got close a few times, but could never go the final distance and find my baby state.

Needless to say this was extremely frustrating! I told Daddy about it and neither of us could come up with a way to fix this problem. So, after a week of trying I just gave up.

Before going back to university I went to Daddys for the weekend for a nice relaxing, adult weekend.

He had other plans.

On friday we had an hour or two snuggling and talking as adults before Daddy stripped my trousers off and padded me up in a tena. As it was early evening and we had to go to the shops, he dressed me back in my adult clothes and we went out. Whilst out at the shops I wet, which was worrying as I was convinced I was going to leak. The jeans I was wearing were really tight and didn't allow much 'soaking' room. Luckily it held up and I remained dry (on the outside atleast).

Then we went back home, had dinner and watched a movie with a friend. By the time the movie had ended I had wet three times and my nappy was getting pretty full.

When the friend left daddy changed me into a dry nappy, popped my dummy in my mouth and held me as I fell asleep.

When we woke up I was dry but, as we stayed in bed for a little bit I eventually wet. Daddy then dressed me in my new red and white dress with matching nappy pants (over my wet nappy) and fed me toast fingers for breakfast as we watched T.V. When breakfast was finished I laid in Daddy's arms as he fed me a bottle, eventually I became so comfy I fell asleep against his chest.

It was such a lovely weekend and i'm so greatful to Daddy for letting me be his little baby girl again.

Love you lots Daddy.

xxxxx